Sometimes I found myself perplexed at the true prospects of writing an essay at home.
A touch of irony, I have always thought of myself in front of another waiting of essay for me some place.
When I do my essay the hardest of all works is gathering enough information for me to give an accurate expression to the main theme. You need to put scattered information together to compose a structured and enriched content is one of the basic demands for this kind of work. I always feel hopelessness and confused whenever I am doing such a project. When I have to do my essay I feel so bad just like a fish in the air. No matter how I eager to get out of this tough duty, finally I still found myself be trapped in the essays. Seems the harder you tried the deeper you got down. So writing an essay is becoming my biggest fear and weakness. I regard writing an essay with great detestation. Sometimes I would rather want to pay someone to do my essay for me instead of doing it by myself.
Being afraid of failures, sometimes I imagine there is a miracle wander that can give me great capability to write my essay. I expect wonders to happen to help me deal with my essay written problems. Every time when I distressed in the lack of imagination and creativity, I felt so disappointed and then I realized that it is really impossible for me to get enough power and energy to collected and organized complicated information to an essay. Unfortunately, no matter how hard I have tried I can’t achieve my purpose to write a good essay myself.
I am still full of hope to wait for the moment to come that no need to write any long essay.
And someone will do my essay But this kind of wait seems endless and will never ever come to me. Writing an essay is too difficult for me. Sometimes I think maybe it is the hardest thing in the world for me. You'll never manage it; you're trying to get a quart into a pint pot. Even some of my friends are disappointed at me. I feel I am not able to extricate myself in the abyss. It seems I am trapped at a bottomless abyss and I can’t get rid of it. I am looking for someone to help me and get me out of there forever. I have to say writing an essay is an anxiety in my heart.
Having a pad of paper and a pen or pencil kept at your beside in case your awaken in the middle of the night with some inspiring thought or creative flow. Writing that perfect essay is the heart and passion and soul of that writer. Always searching for the perfect flow always searches for the perfect words. The soul of a writer is always working, the soul of a writer is a restless soul because it’s always wandering around in thoughts and words and ideas.